Wednesday, May 27, 2009

4 years

It is 4 years since my first surgery. I feel blessed that I am alive, others are not so lucky, they have recurrent growth of the mucus or have died. I am no different than others who have this disease,but the question comes back, "Why me?" ever so slightly in the back of my mind. Sometimes I feel guilty about being alive, when others I have come to know have died.
I have done what I wanted to do so far.. to see Sam graduate from Northeastern University in May of 2008 and moved to his own apartment in New York. Not married yet has to find a job then in a couple of years they will. Zaky has his drivers licence and he went to the prom. He will be graduating from high school on June 5th of this year.. and is going to school in Avondale AZ to become a Master Technician in automotive repair.
We have traveled to many lands and have taken in some amazing sites and I am thankful for my husband Mike for all that he has done for me.
Celebrate life!

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